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10:44 am
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nope
nope i should not have...............
Current Mood:  angry
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11:50 am
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????ahhhhg
should i give her a another chance?????????????many concerns about it.........
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12:20 pm
[Link] | so yes i know that the event that iwent on last weekend was a little weird considering all the stuff that has gone on with us in the past feew months but we are working on it.
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12:19 pm
[Link] | warning my spelling and grammar sucks but i had to share my evening ................................truestory........................................ After the bar last weekend i was sitting on the couch back at my place, with my buddy talk about the chicks at the bar. when my girl friend and her friend came through the door after there evening out, drunk off there ass and horny as hell.
my girlfriends friend never really had an a traction for my buddy, so he figured he was shit out of luck, but was always persistent to try.
my girlfriend and i were in the kitchen with the lights off making out and they kept asking where we were doing making all that noise. we said "Nothing" but they knew we were up to no good.
in the mean time her friend was playing dead with her feet on my buddy lap. right on his dick, and every time she would move them his dick was getting harder. he knew she could feel it after a few minutes so, he started rubbing her leg and working his way up to her warm pussy. that when he knew it was on, and desided to take advantage of the situation.
we could see that they were messing around so we went out on the couch across from them. she sat down and i stood in front of her so she suck my cock and get my it nice and hard, as we watched the other two fuck on the other couch.
with her skirt was around her waist and my buddy still had his pants on, but thats ok. i didn't want to see his ass any way. but they were not into it as much as we were.
i eventually dropped my boxers and laid my gf on the couch and she wrapped her legs around me,she let out a light moan as i entered her pussy. which cought their attenion, and desided to watch a little to.
the other two really were not making that much noise, so we figured we would me the excprience a little crazier.
i bent her over the arm of the couch so we could watch the two other fuck. i lubed up her ass with saliva, and eased my hard cock into her tight ass. she then let out a loud moan and told me to fuck her ass. i don't know think the other couple knew what to think. of me fucking my gf in the ass and she was moaning like pornstar. i held on to her skirt that was still around her waist and drove my cock deep into her ass. she was screaming fuck me and i fucked her deeper and hard at ever screen.
that's when my buddy said he could concentrate on what he was doing. which made me fuck her even harder. this was something we always talked about doing, but never did or even try to make it happen.
after a while my gf and i went bed room to finish the job, all over her tits.
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06:27 pm
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will the shit on me streak ever end
well bri and i are doing ok, of course after her tell me it was over two weekends ago, and didn't put up much of a fight she desided to work things out, and hear my what i ad to say and why things were the things were. and i hate having to say it her. but a lot of it was, and her not trust me, and her blaming me for stuff she has done to.
such as getting peoples numbers from work. i found one sticking out of her bag, i didn't have to look in it. it was sticking out and i could see the name mark on it, on top of her talking to one of her ex's.
but the number was a guy from work, for what ever reason he gave it to her, and like me i took and just shoved it in a poket. Not thinking anything of it. so she understood where i came from when she found one in my close.
she alway think im getting texts from girls, because she has been getting them from her ex and she realizes how easy it is to hide them.
so my next issue. work why not............ take care of one problem and shovel a few more on...... ......" thanks for the lest good man, but i realy done need it. im content with the issues i have thanks. ....amen"
i have applied for job that would get me promoted, andhave been shut down for the past year. and it my supervisor and boss selling me out. and its working. talk about feeling like you not wanted.
the past open the hired a guy off the street over me and the other guy.
then a promotions come with in the shop.
and the only thing my boss has against me is one truck.
when i out work pretty much any one in this shop. the problem is i say it. and i need to learn to keep my comments to my self no matter how true they are.
you can't trust anyone, especaily in the organization.
i think they are slowly getting rid of me, and i have to watch my back because i don't have anyone watching mine. and the funny thing the same people tell me stories and but what other people are saying. TWO FACED fuckers.
what do i do
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12:09 am
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i will never unders stand
we have been flirting all night.
once she gets horny, she the sweetest thing. but when she has her days, she sucks, and i want to say forget it all. but times like these are what i love.
but the closer it gets to the weekend things tend to go down hill. and i argument will break out over something. i try to think and see if i am just jumping to conclusions, im not perfect by far. but i think shes the one with the issues and i over react.
i try not to. i try to bit my tongue, but she hit that spot and i know she knows she does. and it all over from there.
we have been texting all night. and now she's telling me how she's going to bed naked. damn i just want o show up there go down on her, rub one out on her tits and leave.
Current Mood:  content
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03:12 pm
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questions
well for starters not to help the relationship, i got activated for the floods he right in my home town.
and whats not helping is that we are trying to work things out. and to night bri doesn't have her daughter to night so now is a good night to talk about i am stuck her.
but i do believe is she want to talk she can come here, i told her this but she hasn't said she would. and it not like she has come here before.
but i did talk to the chaplin for about an hours to see what he thought of the whole thing. after talking to him i don't feel better, but it did help a little.
i mean we have been having an issue for the past few months mostly on the weekend. why im not to sure. and im having a hard time pin pointing the issue
the issue we are having are little things that should blow over for the most part or you would figure we should be able to work out.
the chapln told me to ask my self and her questions. where do you want things to go, and do you want them to work out.
i do i know i do.
i know she does too. but its been going on so long, it just seems easier to call it quites. and that is what she is ready to do, but i can't. i love her to much.
but i to am about ready to call it quites. but i ask my self is that what i really want??????????
NO
to be continued
Current Mood:  confused
Current Music: 101
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08:36 pm
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where did we go wrong
well bri and i are about over. it so unclear where things went wrong she's trying to let me go, but i can't i am in love with her to much. but there is a lot that pisses me off about her. the biggest thing her additude sucks. things can be good one minute but shit the next.
Current Mood:  ?????????
Current Music: 101
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08:35 am
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more friends from the past
we worked everything out and we are going to working our trust issues.
she went out last night with her cousin and i went out by my self and met up with paul at liquid. after i went to WB good club and quality chicks, danielle from unos work the on fridays mondays and someother day.
then i ran into shanon bilidue at liquid shes a shoot girl at uptown. she's had two and kids and married to the same guy she was dating before prom, they broke up and bri dumped me, three weeks before prom. and i ended up going with her. long story.
she's still a little cutie.
Current Mood: hung over
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02:17 pm
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i will never under stand women
bri needed to get a bunch of stuff done. she was falling behind on bill s because she has been so busy with work and i told her i could help her if she told me what she needed to get done.
so she told me last she needed to get he car fixed but didn't have the money for a rentle car. so i went to the glass place and got her an apoint ment and and then at the body shop. and beasicly her only responce was now i have to find the papers. hardly a thanks you.
i know she has an attude problem, but damn.
she tells me all the things i need to work on and i do. and i told the attitude is basicly the only thing she has to work on. and
seems like shes hardly trying.
but it is also all most that time of the month were i get blow job for a week. she such a good girl. but at this ratei don't see that in my future this month.
i don't think i will ever under stand women. i was alway told, don't even bother trying..... i guess they're right
Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: 101 at work
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12:06 pm
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friday night
we went to the club and met up with joe, paul, and few other people.
it was a rough start, kind of boring and a few of our poeple bickering about stupid shit. the we started taking shots of the the shoot girl. and got the girls in on it the had the girls take them of each other. pretty hot evening. i would say on of our best.
then we got home and i don't know where things went wrong but, i guess the trust issue came up. and need less to say there was no love making that night. we hardly know what we were arguing about, but for what i could tell she brought up the trust thing and i got afended because i don't feel she should have one with me. she's the one has cause it in past relationships. for what i know of.
we need to work on the issue.
i am trying to come to grips that we are in love and my trust is growing, but it erly in the relationship. i think it will happen but i will worry about it when that time comes. but i have done so good so far.
but its maily the fact i have a lot of faith in us. just a few minor issues that we have to work through.
Current Mood: content
Current Music: rock 101
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09:48 am
[Link] | my girl friend and i was drinking the other night and before we knew it she finished her bottle of wine, and i finish my bottle of captain.
and we were talking about having sex with other people (her choice of topic, and not the first time) while the other is watching. i was telling her that i don't think i could do it or watch her have sex with some one else, because i wouldn't feeling like i was acting on a fantasy, i would feel more like i was cheating and even worse watching her have sex with some else.
so many things would go through my head and i think it ruin what we have.
so while i was explaining this to her, i was going to compare the situation with a past relationship. being that i could have done it with a past girl friend, because i wasn't head over heals in love with her like i am with her. while i was saying i was head over heals in love with her i said part of my past GF's name.
she is generally a jealous person, she always asks who im talking to on the phone and what im am doing if we are not together. she always thinks i messing around on her or i am going to.
After she walked off before i could say anything, i let her be by her self for a little while, we talked about it, and i thought we cleared it up and we had some crazy drunk sex.
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06:56 am
[Link] | the 26 monday bri and i was have a conversation about sex and love and i was goin to compare a situation that we were talking aboutwith bri to vic. and i was telling bri that i would have sex with anyone else that it she was watching i would see us completing a fantasy, i would see hurt. i tell her i love to much to do that and when i was going telling her i love her to do that and i said vic. the thing was my next sentence was going to be that is it was victoria, it would both me as much because there was so much distrust.
we were both piss ass drunk she finished a bottle of wine and i had drank quit a bit to.
we talked about it, and everything was ok. then the next morning she throws it in my face again. and the evening last night. she did kiss me or even say good night. i had going to bed mad and not talk about an issue. because like this morning, we didn't talk and now i have to think about it all day and shes going to do the same or just not worry about it all.
i think she is way over reacting.
but we did have pretty good drunk sex..............figure that one out
Current Mood: distrot
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09:40 pm
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grrrrrrrrr relationships
first one in a while, i have desided to stick woth bobbi for a while but and moving a little fast for me but i would be realy stupid not to stick with her.
sex is good but the everythings aren't what i am looking for. such as helping out around the house and on trips we go on. and i find myself paying for just about everything. i have a lot to figure out
Current Mood: aggravated
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09:05 pm
[Link] | its looking pretty good for boobi and myself.
we have been having some of the best sex in the past weeks.
she has opened up a little, and i found out that she gives great head and she swallows......... good girl.
the other day i didn't wear a rubber, which wasn't to cool but it felt so good i couldn't stop her. so we were fucking i was about to cum and she got off me and i thought i was going to have to nut on my gut. she spun around and put it in her mouth. that blow my mind,its wasn't the first time a chick has dome that, but i didn't expect it.
that was a huge turning point of our growing relationship.
she is the first non bi chick i have dated in a while. its easier to find a chick that is bi then not these days.
but we have a good time out side the bed room to. we went to the club a few weekend ago, which was ok. but i realized why i don't bring GF to the clubs. you can hardly dance with anyone else, and they fallow every were you go. so we talked, and i told her that if she goes to the bar its ok to dance with other people, just don't forget who your coming home too.
she said that was cool, but i think she is the jealous type which is ok to a point. because i have trusted past GFs and i end up getting screwed over in the deal.
but i have been single for 3 years. so the whole GF thing is kind of new for me.
im still not sure how i feel about have a steady girlfriend.
Current Mood: loved
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09:21 pm
[Link] | sorry for not keep my LJ up to date. i usually cut off my entry, and plan to turn it into a story. but i haven't had the chance to finish it. i have been to busy doing it in reality.
i have been seeing bobbi since i have been home for the past week and we have pretty much had sex every day since i have been home. the first night was three time in a 5 hours span. then th day before yesterday we did it three or four time and once this morning.
the hardest part of all this is stopping to put on a condom. we did use one this morning, which i don't think it is a good habit to get into. because it is very habit forming, and it feel so much better. plus we hardly know each other.
she has a nice round ass and nice 34b tits. she's a wild girl and a whole lot of fun.
the biggest think that turns me on a bout a girl the most is that they can give good head. and i would rank her and 8. which isn't bad. but we are just getting started.........
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09:57 pm
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droma
well a lot has happened in the past week or so. for starters i have had a lot of sex. great fun.
bonie and it hung out a lot in drum so i thought it might work to be something. till the last night we were there. i went o bed early and everyone was drinking and at about 1 am one of my buddies asks me where her room was at, because she had something of his. which was kinda fishy.
so after about a hour of waiting to see if he would come back i went over to her room. and i could her some messing around. i would normaly thing this was cool if i caught to people messing around. but not when its your good buddy , which is married and your girl. so i stood there for a few minutes and it helped me make a tough decision. do i stay with bonie and for get about bobbi and girl i have been talking to while i was in iraq over the internet and phone.
so i just dropped it and left, but wasn't sure if that was the right thing because they were both very drunk. but i left any way, but then i hear them both come into the build a few hours later.
they were sitting in a room at the end of the hall, so i had to walk by. i made eye contact with her, to let her know i knew and she looked away, and i went on my way.
i never really told either one of them i know. and the next day they played it off like nothing happened she hugged me and he kelp asking me way i wasn't talk to him much.
i didn't say much and went on with my packing and what ever else i was doing.
so finally in new hampshire, i get to motel room and do what ever i have to do for the day.
back at my room was the delmar. who should i call.
i could end me and bonie now and possibly start something with a sweet girl, or call bonie and get the best BJ ever.
but being that i want to live a slow life style other then sex, drugs and rock and roll. i call bobbi
she comes to my motel room..................................
Current Mood:  contemplative
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10:06 am
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i couldn't resist
well we were all sitting around and things were getting flirty with Bonie and i, and i gave in. i wasn't sure if i should or not. for the fact that she got around a quite a bit while we were out here. but it was been 4 or 5 month sense the last time i have even touched a set of tits. but we didn't have sex, it was all oral, whether that is only better. but she gives the best head so i couldn't resist the temptation.
so i finally gave in.... more info later.......
Current Mood: no more sexual tention
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04:23 pm
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play the game or not
well still here in iraq, but i did start talk to my ex girl friend bonie again, now that she doesn't have a bunch of guy all over her.
which made here look really bad while we were here on deployment. i guess i never thought of her to be that way which sucks. because i know if i said the right things i would be able to hook it up. but i do want her to get to attached. because i have a nice girl waiting for me at home, who wants to fuck my brains out. her name is bobbi joe.
i don't think she is see anyone else at home the way she talk, plus for what i know about her. she doesn't seem like the type.
i met bobbi in at a club and we ended up going out on a date the fallowing week. it was a good time, we met up at apple bees and had a few beers, then went off to a bar for a few more.
she was dressed very well for a first date, and i was over dressed. because that how i am.
so after the bar we played the whole game what to do now. and we both knew what we wanted, and not really say it. she wanted to fuck. plus being that i only had that one night and i was head back to iraq.
i went with my gut feeling and thinking with that with the more dominate brain of the to. that every male has. i stopped by a store picked up a few item to help out with that evening and head to the nearest hotel.
To be continued...... time for dinner
as we pulled in, she didn't object and i went in and payed 60 buck for a room i was going to use more then a few hours. with it also being 10 o'clock at night, and she had to work in the morning.
we went in side i had another beers, put the tv on and shut out the lights.
being that we both were shy and she just got through a devorce, thing took a slow start.
Current Mood: undesided
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10:01 am
[Link] | well there's not much i can say right now. im still stuck in this shit hole for about 10 days. so there not much going on.
shit, living with 10 guy in a tent, i hardly have the desire to rub one out. it sucks that i have to go to LJ to see a set of tits these days. and i still have to be careful there too, because if the supervisor of the internet cafe see it on the screen i can get in trouble. i mean come one im the one paying 5$ an hr for it.
ready to go home and see some booty.................
Current Mood:  anxious
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